Why do I decide to keep holding on?
Not letting go of the hope that one day
you’ll come and embrace me again.
It was once said that you would never hurt me
But you decided to desert me anyways.
Nothing but anguish and frustration circles in my heart,
Confused to why you left.
I can only imagine how I’d feel when I see your eyes again.
My mind telling me to strike you with my fist.
My heart telling me to kiss those lips.
Uncontrollable passion.
Disappointing…so disappointing.
Predictably you call and apologize
Brainlessly accepting your words of innocence.
Still affecting the love I feel for you.
Don’t come back in. I can’t let you in.
Even though I still feel your fire
I must remind myself that you are gone.
