Who will I choose

A chance has been given a decision must be made,
and only myself do I have to persuade.

I must choose between two of which both have my heart,
and both have at least once ripped it apart.
Both I do love and the truth is sad,
I don't think I can choose between Andrew and Brad.

Should I choose the one who will always be there,
the one who treats me like Juliet, so fair?
He's also the one with a temper to face,
and on his cheeks are so many tears to trace
because he has messed up time and again
but hopes for another chance to prove we shouldn't be "Just Friends."

Or should I choose the one, of which whenever he is seen,
my eyes are glued to the web-cam on the computer screen,
and my heart stops with the thought of seeing his face
but my smile turns to frown because he lives so far away?

Or should I just do what I first planned to do
and not be with either of the two?
Could I sit back and watch as one is in pain,
and not feel, when they are sad, that I am to blame?
If I drop them both will it hurt just as much?
Could I live my life with neither of their touch?

Will Andrew come down and not go back?
Has my time to decide gone by so fast?
Will my summer be filled with tears and frustration?
Is sadness all that will come from my summer vacation?

Who will I choose and will I choose right?