Why Can't We Help Who We Love?

Why can't we help who we love?
Does it always have to be this hard?
I love him why can't he see?
Does he even know I am here?
Of course he knows
He called me just the other day.
Why is it so hard for me to just let
it show?
That every time I hear him say
He loves me I turn the other way!
I wish I didn't love him
I wish I could change it!
He has put me through so much
s**t!
He is a part of my past that I wish
Never did exist
All of my friends tell me no it will
never go!
They all try to help me so I cant let
it show.
But every time you come around I
just can't let go.
We were in love for over a year.
What happen?
You said that we would always be?
But then I screwed up
And you left me.

I am so sorry you know who you are!