The final choice

Its times like theses
When I wonder
If what u say
Is really what you feel.
Or are you just telling me,
What I want to hear?
Do u love me like you say you do?
Or am I just the girl your with
Until you find the one
All this time, was it a waste?
The thought of loosing you
Makes me want to die.
I dont understand
Why you say what u did
Even if it was JUST a joke.
It makes me wonder if thats
How you really feel?
Is that what you really want?
Do you want to break up,
And date some chic from work?
I dont know why,
Why all this is happening
Tell me the truth
No more lies
Are we suppose to be
Or do I just leave?
I dont know anymore.
So many things running threw my head
Stay and be that chic
Or leave and never look back?
Should I stay around and wait
For you to make up your mind?
So many choices but what one do I do?
Take the easy way out?
Then you wont have to deal with me worrying.
Take MY OWN life,
And my your plan so much easier.
Thats my choice.
Thats the one im going to do.
The drama I can not take no longer!
It needs to end, and end right.
So ill end this with,
I love you till death do me part!