What was there.

I dont understand
where i went wrong
I played my cards right
and i felt so strong
i was sure of everything
but why do i feel this way
chills run down my back
as the tears dont go away
cold dark forgotten
thats how i feel
i was sure it was him
for love to be this real
choices i have to make
i hate the fact its true
the way i feel this way
it started because of you
I want to be free
and let everything go
but theres to much to tell
and yet little you know
everyday of my life
i wonder where i stand
to be the girl everyone wants
or to stand up for who i am
i dont know where this is going
or i dont know what to feel
i thought this was true love
a love that was actually real.