Sometimes

Sometimes i wonder why i love you instead of someone who loves me back
sometimes its hard to get out of bed because of the thoughts of you
sometimes i cry because you'll never be mine
sometimes i wish i could run away and never come back
sometimes the thought of you puts me to tears
sometimes, sometimes i wish i was the one in your arms instead of her

sometimes i think of our past and wonder why you never liked me
sometimes i wonder where i went wrong.
sometimes i just cant get you out of my head

but other times I'm pretending like i moved on
other times i just sit and pretend theres nothing wrong
other times i run away

sometimes you hurt me without even knowing
sometimes you will do things and not even know how much it pains me