Painfull tear

Everyday its gets harder,
without you by my side,
you where my best friend,
i gave you everything i had inside.

God how much i hate you,
you took nearly three years of my life,
do you see how much i loved you,
no matter how you where killing me inside,
theres nothing left in me now not one little bit of pride,
thank god uv left me,
that your not by my side,

Your still ruining everything,
messing with my life,
sometime's i feel like dying,
when i remember your face,
but instead i sit here hurting,
the nightmeres are still alive,

everyday gets harder even though the bruises have gone,
let go of my life,
please let me live on.