Sometimes i wish she knew
how happy i am when I\'m with you
but she cant know
because shed make me let you go
I\'m forced to sneak around
to feed her an occasional lie
even though i dont want to
but i also dont want to have to tell you good-bye
so here i am again
in trouble because I\'m late
she couldn\'t get ahold of me
shes worked herself in a state
things would be so much easier
if only she knew...
I\'m not doing bad things
when i disappear I\'m with you
i dont think shed mind
she might even be glad
she would be so worried
but on the flip side she might get mad.
so for now i have to keep this a secret
me and you
but still i cant help wishing-
she knew
