Never Happen Twice

Happiness or friendship, its hard to pick
Should I just not mention how I feel about her and Patrick?
Well since I can't tell her I might as well tell you.
But you've got to promise to keep it between us two.
I hate them dating, its the honest truth
It really sucks not having a best friend like I used to.
I don't talk to her anymore b/c it seems she doesn't care
She doesn't know about my giving up on Kyle, my papa Clyde dying, and not even mine and Chads bad tales.
Its just like I'm the 3rd wheel now
I'm not going to break them up, instead I'll say...
I hope shes happy with things being this way.
I would tell her how I feel but I don't want to break them up
Oh well, I'm not going to be around much longer and I've done worried enough.
I know this may ruin our friendship but its her decision not mine
I don't think I deserve to hang around people that make me feel lonely and sad all the time.

I almost lost my friend the day she wrote this. I just want to tell her and everyone that no guy should ever ruin a friendship and if he does hes not worth it! I love my best friend more than any guy in this world and I don't want to be this close to losing her EVER again! LOVE YOU CHELSEA!!