Gone

A guttural sound surrounds me
i recognize it as my own
so many people surround me
but Ive never felt so alone

i dont want to believe what Ive been told
dont want to believe you're gone
dont want to believe ill be living without you
from here and from there on

time has no meaning
the distant ticking of a clock is merely sound
feeling is no longer physical
only emotions are profound

my mind is reeling
not wanting to understand
my world goes black...
I'm reaching for your hand