Time to say goodbye

Staring out my bedroom window
Watching as the clouds roll by
I'm left thinking about the times
I spent asking myself why
Contradicting every word you said
Laying here, i begin to cry
Was i never good enough for you?
Every day, little by little, id begin to die
The smile you once had begins to fade
I would feel lost as i saw you pass by
But you can't see the pain i hold back
Throughout these dark cold eyes
Did i give you my shattered heart way to fast?
But now it's ending in a painful sigh
As i watch you take her hand it's over
I guess it's time for me to finally say goodbye