I still want him, Why??

I once loved him
for a reason I'm not sure
he treated me with dis-respect
and treated me totally im-pure.

He used my possessions,
and used me
i lost all my self-respect
after i realized
what had been done to me.

How could he do this,
How could he lie
He knew my feelings for him
He knew for him i would die.

But now its over between us
And the Lord knows I still want to cry.
But even with all the pain he caused me
I still want him, And I don't know why.