Your not here

Your not here in my life anymore and it hurts more than you could know
and what hurts even more is knowing I let you go
I didn't try to stop you though I wish I had now
I'd take it all back but you won't tell me how
I miss you more and more each day
And I hate that things turned out this way
your smile haunts me late at night
the tears come quickly as I lose the fight
The fight to repress your memory
But in my head your face I still see
But you move on more with each day
and don't even look back to make sure I'm okay
fate is a place and time and I hope to see you there
Until then I'll live with the memory too painful to bare