You made me whole...
what can I say?
In my heart you will
forever stay.
I lay awake at night
cause I can't get you
out of my head.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Why can't this go away?
Why are you
invading my head?
What's this supposed to mean?
What's up-
why do you make me happy?
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I can't seem to pick up my blade,
as my wallet catches my eye.
I can't seem to be
full of hate-
and everything inside my head
is scrambled around.
Love, hate,
confusion rate
is rising to
it's utmost peak.
It's...wow...I'm whole
and my life's role
is molding and changing
to something new.
Seeing myself
successful and happy
is coming into focus-
but...STOP!
*slaps self across face*
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
What's with the smiles?
What's with the laughs?
Why can't I stop
saying your name?
I guess I can't hide it
from myself
anymore-
I'm changing from the inside
but part of me is screaming!
Trying not to accept this
isn't all that easy.
I guess I love you, baby,
now come here and hold me.
You've helped me ditch my past,
It's no longer
just you or me...
Now I worry about us, we.
