I love you, I wish you did too

I was born with a true heart,
I was born with trust,
I was born with love,
I was born with lust,

You made me feel alive,
For hours I've thrived,
For hours I've cried,
Waiting, watching
Listening, learning,
Only to feel my heart ripping and burning,

The ashes of dust, left from my heart,
I'm breaking so fast, so quick since the start,
I believed your every word,
I fell, I tripped, and now I am hurt,
My heart was broken
After you'd spoken,
The words the pain,
My heart the drain,

I wish that you would give me back
Everything you made me lack
I wish that I could hate you
I promise that I would do
I just wish things could be okay
But I know that I'll be crying today.

I lost you because of lack of trust,
So you tossed me a side with force and thrust,
You imply that you mean everything,
But now you can see that my heart is bleeding,
Is lying fun,
When you break my heart,
I wish that I was never a part,
Coz now when I smile, laugh and cheer,
You'll know there will always be one more tear.

Dedicated to Sam H.
By:Izzy