Forever

I was just wondering..
Were you here?
I can't seem to find you.
You seem so far away.

Are you trying to hide,
Or is it just that you got lost?
Maybe one day I will see you
And not care about the loss.

For once I see myself as what I really am,
Losing myself was the worst thing I could do,
But now I see that I am losing you too.

Maybe it does not matter,
And maybe you don't care.
But whatever the reason,
I wish you were still here.

I look at you and I can see me.
I look at you and I can smile.
I look at you and for once,
I feel free.

I was not sure at first why I felt so in love.
I was not sure what it was.
But now I see it was just me.

I can not fall in love,
For that word is just a word.
But I can feel like I do..
And know that I will forever want you.