A poem for her

Living a life she doesn't deserve
facing all her insecurities
she thinks her life is not worth living
if only she could see...
How could anyone love her now?
with all the mistakes she's made
How could anyone give her a chance?
To show that she has changed
She's been stripped of her pride,
her joy, her innocence.
Nothing left but pain and hopelessness

What should I do, what should i say
How can i even go on with her with my reputation at stake
do i give her a chance for her to change
or do i throw her out with my feelings along the way

What will they think, what will they say?
They will talk, they will gossip, and put it on display
should i then just walk away
or be a man about it and go on another day

Can i handle the situation
am i mature enough to be secure
even if i could stay with her
could i be with someone who is not pure?

I wish life could be more simple
so we could see our own consequences
but maybe God made us this way
so we wouldn't ride the fences

He put you into my life for a reason
that which i do not understand
maybe it was to be your love
or just another helping hand

God please help me, i need you now
give me guidance to do what's right
i know in the end your plan will prevail
like a bird, it will eventually take flight

So i wait till the morning sunrise
to see what will be in store
and I'll trust that you will take care of me
and her and love us evermore