I said it is just a fling
But thats just the thing
I lied
I thought I wouldnt fall for you
But then I realized it wasnt true
The first time was ok
I didnt feel anything
Although we spent a night
Doing everything
But then the love started to grow
And after the second time
I cried alone
I knew you could never be mine
I knew it from the start
That it would be forbidden love
But then we kissed again
And now I wake up at night
Screaming inside
Wishing you where there
Holding me tight
I try not to cry
I try not to feel you
But still as I close my eyes
You are still there
And I can feel your lips
As if you where kissing me
I lie to myself that I dont love you
But I can feel the truth
Deep within in my heart
It tells me you are the one I love
The one I want beside me at night
The one I need to comfort me when I cry
The one for the rest of my life
