Each day is like a year, every year is like an eternity, but my heart beats on.
My mind is wasted by the pressure of my heart, my thoughts are cluttered.
I find a straight thought once and a while, but most are just like a shadow, there one minute and gone the next.
I try to concentrate, but my thoughts intertwine with one another. I fear these thoughts will join as one forever. The fear of possibly losing them both, of never regaining my train of though, yet it always returns and my thoughts separate once again.
Today my thoughts were one and as I brought them together and apart they made me more confused then ever before, my time is running out, as the clock ticks own, as if its speeding up and I’m slowing down.
The time has come my decision must be made, I must make my decisions, each second gets shorter each time the clock ticks, my body jerks from the fear inside.
NO! the time came and has gone my decision is unmade, my mind is blank, my thoughts are no more, my heart is no more.
Now my life is no more and I shall vanish into the mist of the morning light
