Sometimes I wonder
Why I'm still here
Holding you close wanting you near,
Half of the time I'm in tears sitting at home in the dark.
You bring me up then you tare me down, I just keep getting further into the ground.
You don't know that it hurts me,
Cuz' i always pretend that I'm happy, I'm dying inside I want you closer you need to know the truth.
Your always out at the bar, dancing with girls i don't know, you tell me you'll be here at a certain time, then you decide to call and change your mind. I wait up all hours of the night knowing its gonna be another fight. I only do it cuz' i want to see you, You don't know know much i miss you. You'd rather be out with your friends than spending time with me. It seems like the only time you want me around is when you got nothing better to do, So tell me now and tell me the truth, Do you feel the same about me as i feel about you?
