I dont know what to do

I dont know what to do you you say you love me but is it true?you do this to me all the time but ur wit her and im not fine! i cant leave him for a 3 day relationship wit you, im falling for him this is true and it would be so hard if i didnt love you, it would so much easier if i could let go cause all i see when i look at you is a heart ache all over again!! i dont know if i love him i think it might be a me and you thing if do i cant handle that it ll be the end of me
LOVE
how did it get to me??

one of my many poems tell me what you think
thanx
heather cummings