To You from me

Whenever you open your mouth to speak
I stand here with my mouth shut letting my heart break
I don't know why i bother listening when u don't
i should have walked away at the start
and now i cant breathe
its all because of you
Yes this is supposed to make you feel bad
Is it working yet
Hopefully by the time I'm done
you'll regret even saying that
i hope you feel this and all my pain
so do you feel worthless now
or feeling suicidal like me
this feeling's unique to me
like my fingerprint
why don't you open your eyes and have a look
at the girl who loved you and you made cry
you don't understand i bet my life like you never will
u guess you were always like this
i cant believe you you're a heartless bastard
you came and used me even verbally abused me
i deserve a medal for putting up with Ur crap
if u dare ever ask for my forgiveness you'll walk away a broken nose
i cannot and will not forgive and forget you treat me like dirt most of the time
if you ever came near me its coz u want something
its coz ur a horny f@#!
and u don't think about other people
why dnt u give up and admit
you only like me coz of my sexy body
see guys like you dnt care aout personality
you're a chauvanistic pig
all you care about is looks
but if looks could kill you'd be dead
but i dnt care anymore
you want me to give my friends up
well you can stick it up ya ......
for all i care
i now know why chicks slap u
i was too blind to see but now i do
you think everythings okay but its not
if i had of listened to my friends earlier
it wouldnt hurt this much
my friends actually care about me
if they knew how much i got hurt they would bash you
friends are forever guys like you come and go
and my friends love me more than you do
you put me under so much pressure coz u want it
you said its not me u dnt trust
its your friends
dnt bullshiit a bullshiter
i dnt trust u either
you say u love me
i hate your guts
you make me feel sick
you dnt even know do u'
i guess lifes like that
F@#! urself not me please.....