In My Head

In my mind
I have but one fear
That one day I find
That you are not here.

The last thing I want
Is to push you away.
I try to be nonchalant
And keep my feelings at bay.

But the truth is
I can't hold back,
If you were his
I think I would crack.

Deep inside of me
I want us to be
The perfect two
Who's love is always true.