Heart Ache

I thought I had forgotten
But I havent your still here
Your still my one and only
Youre everything I fear

You think that I dont care
When you play my heart
The truth is I do
And its tearing me apart

The thing that scares me most
Is the way you can make me feel
Without even knowing
To you its no big deal

It scares me how you smile
Pretending everythings okay
Pretending Im good and ready
To do whatever it is you say

I hope you hurt me bad
So I can learn from the pain
Learn from a heartache
That should never come again