Trapped feelings

How can it be when I see you,
I'm giddy all over again,
you've no idea how you make me feel,
I don't know where to begin.

I thought I'd trapped these feelings
deep within my soul,
I thought that i could hide them,
so no-one would ever know.

But I'm captured in such a way,
I'm trying to hide my pain,
I'm doing my best to conceal this,
but feel I'm left in the rain.

How I hunger for your touch,
your breath upon my skin,
why cant I just love you,
why is your love so hard to win.