Inside out

Sometimes I wonder
If you were even real
everything we had
just seemed to disapear
it seems to me like my hearts
never going to heal
I know you weren\'t just a dream
but that\'s the way it seems
sometimes I get so depressed
to me u weren\'t even really here
maybe thats not much
but theres more I fear
one moment you were around
then next you just disapeard
I can\'t help but think
maybe things weren\'t that great
sometimes it feel like
it was just a joke
the love we share
was really just fake but I know in my heart
that really isn\'t true
it\'s just the feeling I get
since we\'re so far apart
inside I think I\'m going insaine
but maybe it\'s just the pain
I miss you so much
losing you is what i fear
I miss your touch
our special kiss
even the love we share
all I can hope for
as you\'ll soon be here
I hope u feel the same towards me
soon we will find out
if it\'s really ment to be
untill then not a day will go by that
your not on my mind