Final night

The last night I sit at the computer.
The final night I sit here.
This might not rhythm but fine.
People say I don\'t deserve you Ami.
I guess they might be right.
I cry day in and day out.
Just wishing you was mine.
I guess I was not meant to love right.
Ain\'t it amazing how right now it is raining out.

This is the night i say goodbye.
This is the final night for me to say I love you but your not on.
This will be the final night I hurt someone.
This is the final night I hurt myself.

As i sit at this keyboard that is blood soaked.
My vision is getting blurry.
My heart is pounding faster.
I\'m pretty sure this ain\'t love here.
But when i first meet you amira it was love and still is.
But nobody wonts me to love you.
It is getting harder to see.
My hands going numb.
I wonder why they are going numb.
Tears are falling down my cheek I don\'t understand anymore.
This ain\'t a poem i really know.
But I need to get my emotions out.
I guess you could call this my fairwell letter then.

Amira I will always love you.
I hope he comes back to you.
I wont to see you smile again.
But this time i wont have heartache.
Cause my heart wont beat.

I guess there is a lier in my chest.
If my heart beats again it would break my chest.
Remember that song amira i song it to you yesterday.
That was a nice song.
Well i guess i will become famous.

Love you amira and always will.
Sara honey the right man is out there for u.
Mel thanks for all your help.
Sabrina I\'m sorry about everything.
Jaimie please get yourself on the right track.
And everyone else take care love you all.

AMIRA I\'M SORRY I PUT YOU THREW PAIN.