Thrown away love;and pain

I remember that day when i walked away
I tried to look back but i just could not stay
I tried to take a few tears,a few fights each and every night,
We got so close,
then u just pushed me away,
I was so afraid of that day,
I want you to someday pay,
For putting me through this pain,
Each and everyday,
You just through our love away,
I told you i needed to move on
And it hurts so bad to look back at you and not see a tear drop fall
But i just dropped to the floor,
And to this day i haven't been back