Why do I put up with this? There is so much that I can have, if I just open my eyes and look around. At one point, I had just cut out the world. He was all I thought about. I thought that he was all I had to rely on. I dropped my friends, family, and even myself. I went on like this for a long time, but then I got back in the game. I took control. I got everything I had lost back. I knew then that boys are not the only things that can make you happy.
