I let it go over my head
I could have grasped it instead
Through 9 months to my last day
I let every single moment slip away
A school year gone
9 months of dusk and dawn
Hesitation grew stronger
I could fight no longer
Him is what I wanted but not what I got
My hesitation is in what I got caught
Pulling me away so I couldn't say
"Like me as I like you, turn my night into day"
So bash my head on the floor
I don't want to feel the pain no more
I'm chasing something that isn't there
I can't take this world so unfair
