I Hate You, I Love You

I loved him once but not anymore
I am so glad I walked out the door.
On a heartless bastard for whom deserves to die
And though i feel this way i love him and don't know why.
For, once I thought I could forgive
What he said and what he did.
But once I heard those words of hate
I never thought I would ever say...
I hate you, I hate you with tears of pain
Running down my cheeks and falling like rain.

I love you, I hate you; I'm so confused
On whether I should forgive or forget you.
I love you so much but I don't want to...
Fall back again and replay what I've been through.
I hate you so much for making me cry
Those words of truth turned out to be lies.

I love you, I hate you; reminisce on the good
I want to get back with you but I don't know if I should.
Should I take a chance of you hurting me again
Cuz surely I don't want to go where my heart has already been?
Or should I forget you and go on with my life
To forget the love we had and silence my cries?

I love you so much and I miss you dearly
But I really don't want for you to hurt me.
I love you, I hate you just tell me why
You pushed my love away and had let it die.