Dreading to hold you dreading to kiss you
Trying to avoid you throughout the day
You could call me mean, but anyways
Don’t want to talk to you
Don’t even want to say your name
Trying to forget about you
You could say I’m trying to run away
I swear I’m not good enough for you
I try to not call you
I’m still trying not to write
I can’t let my feelings show
I just can’t do it NOT tonight
I’m trying not to fall in love with you
I can’t seem to be doing that right
Don’t know what it is about you
That sends tears running down my cheeks at night
I can’t make you happy
Not me, not now
You don’t belong to me
And at this rate you’ll never be
I just hope that one day you’ll see what I mean
I never meant to be a jerk
Never meant to leave you with a world of hurt
I never wanted to be left out of your life
I’m sorry sweetie but don’t think twice
Never second guess yourself
I made the mistakes…. No-One else!
I never had ...Should’ve had…Always loved
…..You ….
