Nothing Has Changed

I tell you i miss you everyday,
i tell you i wish things didn't feel this way.
Again and again you try to reassure me nothing has changed,
well tell me why i feel like everything was rearranged
you use to occupy my mind,
had me thinking "you're one of a kind."
i no longer feel you my heart,
because all I'm feeling is how much we've pulled apart.
why was it so different before?
now I'm wishing i didn't fall for you more and more.
its crazy how situations are,
but its crazier how they get this far.
I wish sometimes i didn't feel hurt or confused,
and you'd be straight, n save my emotions from being abused.
I feel like I'm trying to hold on to something that isn't there
all its doing is leaving me in a ocean of despair
I wish you could reassure me nothing has changed,
i wish i wasn't feeling like everything is rearranged.
But mostly i wish you knew,
that I'm just missing you