Far away, but right next to you...

All my life's been strange and hectic
I can't get stuff out of my head
Like how much I love someone
But sacrifice myself to secrecy instead

You can't tell me it's okay
If you never really knew
But somehow, in my heart
I seem to know you do

That you've went through pain
That barely anyone could bear
That I'm not the only one stuck in the rain
When I'm alone, you're always there

I just wish with all my heart
That I could be next to you
And yet I can just tell
You wish the same thing, too