Lost love!

All I want is to feel loved again. This feeling of emptiness leaves nothing but pain and sorrow, only to borrow some love for just awhile would ease the pain until tomorrow, you and me made history all asking??m asking for you honestly how can it be we are now less then strangers?
These eyes cry rivers that turn into oceans created by weeping clouds that feel no love only sorrow why does this pain follow me so. Only to be loved from above. My heartaches and breaks just like the bones in my body, i am lost like infant falling form its security I loved you. I cared for you. I needed you why did you abandon me so.
Love is meant to be joyful not painful. If that is love then I dont want it.
Only to fly high away from all this hurt and scummy dirt.
From something so pure and innocent once made the mistake of opening Pandoras box theres no going back just tell me its over because I want this pain to be over its killing my inside. I dont want to lose you but m fighting a loosing battle.