Thoughts of Her

It's hard to find,
But easy to lose,
Lost forever,
Leave the Heart with a bruise,

The time we spent,
I abused,
Sorry baby,
If you felt used,

Cause its you who i dream of,
Restless nights with thoughts of you,
Harder days when your not around,
When your gone i face plant into the Ground,

Its harder to fathom,
Hard to gather,
Why you like me,
and Why i love you,

Is this love,
or just a really deep crush,
With you i feel,
Such a rush...i start to Blush,

I'm like a child in the dark,
Your the spark i need,
To proceed through,
Life with a light of hope,

You are what i want,
Hope its the same for you,
Cause I've fallen hard,
Give you up without a fight i shan't,

Stop thinking of you i cant,
Always paranoid,
Don't know who your with,
Thought your giving me the Stiff,

But i have you now,
Holding you tight,
I'm a treat you right,
I still wonder why i got you and how...?