All alone

So many emotions,
not knowing what to do
how am i supposed to feel?

I know the love is there
Thats not whats on my mind
so many thoughts that shouldn't be

Not a trusting person
Feeling so insecure
Wanting him all to myself

The dream will never come true
So many people involved
Cant be selfish

Having late movie nights
Always out with friends
never knowing who

Not usually the jealous type
Wanting to be the perfect girl
Holding the emotions back

Never speaking a word
No one knows how i feel
feeling left all alone

Wanting to be able to trust
Relax and not over react
Sensitivity is an issue