This is all because of you*

I tried so hard to make you mine
I tried so hard and was pushed away
And my heart was broken
for the very first time
all because of you.

So I stopped trying
but still secretly admired you and wished you were mine.

Our friendship grew as time went on
I was sure you'd forgotten that warm night in July when I kissed you
And now you say you want me too
you think I'm pretty, (though I know that that's not true)
you could sit and swing beside me all night long
And yet, I feel scared
and I feel unsure
All because of you.

I know I'll have to face you again
But what should I tell you?
I don't have a clue

What should I do?
I'm so confused all because of you

My head spins and suddenly I,
who is never quiet
has not a single thing to say.
All because of you

I'm helpless, the simplest task I cannot do.
All because of you.

The earth beneath my feet
is no longer there though I feel the grass between my toes.
I feel like a rocket zooming up towards space.
Towards the point of no return
All because of you

A million questions fill my head
A trillion thoughts run through my brain
I feel like I'm a computer that needs to be re-programmed.
All because of you

And as the sun sets
and the wind runs through my hair,
I realize just how great life really is
All because of you.

*my awesome friend wrote this could you comment it please :]