Waiting

Waiting
Waiting for you you is like waiting for an icecube to melt in my hand
You know it will happen
It\'s just not coming soon enough
I miss you so much you have no idea
I miss that rich laughter that we had when we were laying under the soft shade of the white gazebo at the common
I miss your frail yet promising arm around my shoulders when we walked down the music hallway as my bare feet padded along the cool tile floor
That was that day
The one when we actually felt conected
We both knew it
There was no denying it
You were mine
I was yours in return
I wish you\'d pick up your nextel just so I can hear your voice mutter a rough and confused \"hello\" into my ear
I feel like singing to you for hours on end
I know you wouldn\'t mind for the first hour
But it means enough that you want to hear me sing
I\'ll never forget when you ran your fingers through my hair
You didn\'t care how messy it was and how horrible it made me look
Your main focus was that it was down, the way you like it
I didn\'t mind after a while
Remember the day up in my room
It would have been perfect if I actually had the nerve to kiss you under that hot blanket
I barely held your hand but I let go not wanting to after I already had
I miss your hand in mine for that split second
I miss the rare embrace you held me in for a few seconds
The best ones were always when I was on the verge of tears
Sometimes it was because I was thinking of you
Sometimes it was everyone else
But nonetheless you make me feel whole again
Make me laugh like I used to
Make it seem like life has a purpose after all
It does
It\'s all of us
Life is nothing without love and friendship
Life is everything with love and friendship
I miss you
It\'s only been a week
Why\'s it feel like eternity?
(Dedicated to a very special someone...DSM)