A lost love

I wish i didn't feel this way
but i still remember that day
my fist full of tears,
my eyes swollen with fears
fears of not having you
the only one whose love i thought to be true

i called you today
i didn't really know what to say
shaking just like the first time
images of you racing in my mind

i admit,
i really want over it
but when i see you
i don't know what to do
i only remember how it used to be
i thought you loved me