Lost love

Love it has its ups and downs a word of good and a word of bad have come to me and it makes me sad to think of it day and night of what could be if i was to fight i sometimes think to myself silently of course ..its like getting yur heart ripped out and your love ran with it took you for a ride that you cannot imagin its like a drug at first a rush and then it ruins your life....But not for all in some it works but in my case i think she was only my first..