Gangsta poem

Dear God

Dear God for I have sinned
Forgive me for the trouble I've been in
Pain flows through the back of my head
As I lay down to rest in my bed
The Gangster life is no where for me
Cause all I am is a wannabe
Being with the homies is a lot of fun
But left alone in another hood the only
thing to do is run
God give me the strength to live the day
So that 5 bullets won't leave me on the ground to lay
God I no my parents love me with all there hearts
But when I go and do sin
all it does is tear us apart
I fear for my life when I go out at night
whether or not I'll survive the next gang fight
When I walk the streets I try to act like a Mack
But now a days I have to learn to watch my back
As I leave the house I wave good-bye
I then see a tear run from my moms eye
I want to stay home but I don't really try
but when I'm out on the streets I wonder
If I'll survive the next drive by
When I listen to Bob Marley and Gregory
I'm reminded of my Prima Lily
and tip my 40 in her memory
I wish she could have had 80 more years
But when I look back at it all it just brings back more tears
As I close my prayer and let you in
So you may forgive me your heavenly father
for I have sinned