You were forbidden
Someone that I couldn't see
But as a normal teen it didn't seem to matter to me
You got me to break my rules
What I did for you wasn't acceptable
But I took these chances and put up the fight
But now I know it wasn't ever right
You were my dream
Everything that I wished for from that first glance of my days
But at that point I didn't know
Your cruelty, your personality, and you're misleading ways.
With hair dark as the night so black
And eyes as blue as day
I started to realize that you were trying to push me away.
I kept on trying
For something I wanted so bad,
Because for some reason I was so happy with what I never really had.
You could say anything to me
And I would always go crawling back
Sometimes things so hurtful
I felt like I was under attack
My dream had turned into a nightmare
I couldn't seem to hide
I seemed to lose everything
My trust, my friends, my pride
Behind the black crystal screen you blow kisses at me
As if everything is right like an old time movie scene
But when it comes down to it I know it was only make believe
Some things aren't always what you expect
Sometimes things are just lies.
You have to see past the human form and look behind the eyes.
For reasons of forgiveness I gained back my pride,
And let you know exactly how I felt
and that I really tried
But sometimes you can't change how someone may feel,
But for what it's worth my heart will mend and heal.
