How I felt about you was kept deep inside of me, I waited so long for you to finally see.
The love I had, had grown so strong, I wished we'd be together and that it would last long.
When I finally got my chance, things went good for a week or two or so I thought but I never knew.
You blew my trust, you gave me new fears, you were happy but all I got out of it were tears.
It hurt me so bad, it cut me so deep, all of those secrets you tried to keep.
They all came out and hurt me so bad, I tried to stay calm but only got mad.
I wanted to get even to make you pay, but I loved you too much I just wanted to stay.
Things ended roughly I lost you to her, I knew this was over I was almost sure.
But then you came back, I didn't know what to do, You said you loved me and I did too.
Things went back to normal, I no longer cried, I thought I was happy but part of me died.
Things never changed, you kept going back to her, I couldn't handle it my life was a blur.
I didn't understand why you'd do this to me, I just wanted to be happy but you couldn't see.
You caused me pain, made me want to die, I couldn't hold on, I didn't want to try.
I could never let it go, it just stayed in my heart, as time went by it ripped me apart.
Once more I risked everything to be by your side, I wanted to trust you even though you lied.
It was hard for me to face my fears, it took some time and there still are some tears.
I want to move on, get out of the past, but somethings are hard to do not everything lasts.
I can no longer handle all the pain you put me through, I need to move on... and find someone new.
