After

After loosing life and dreams
all the zillion tears I cried
after all the pain I felt
after wishing I had died

I attempted suicide
cause you were no longer near
you took my dreams with you
but I failed...I'm still here

I cant make you feel it...
the way it hurt so much
the way I needed him near,
craved his kisses and touch

life $uck$
it takes all your dreams
dresses $hit into bows
but nothings what it seems

I feel like I'm in love again
but I'm afraid to hold on tight
what if destiny decides to play
when I fall with all my might...?