To Beth

We talk for hours,
Forever it seems.
I like forever,
But that's only in dreams.

I wish I could be with you,
And whisper in your ear.
The sweet words I love you.
This is my greatest fear.

The fear of no control,
The pain inside my heart.
I feel like we're so close.
Yet, constantly apart.

I want you to protect me.
Keep all the pain outside.
I know that I'm weak,
And I can no longer hide.