Memories of you fill my head,
And make me wish I was dead;
I was trying to forget,
Cause all I am is another regret.
Forgetting you is too hard to do,
Cause I still love you;
Everything was going fine,
So how come you're not mine?
If you loved me so much then why did you let me go?
So if you don't then please say so;
I wish things were different between you and me,
Because you're the one who holds the key.
I wish you still felt the same,
But you don't so Ill die in vein;
I'm giving up in the hell called life,
Cause all its brought is pain and strife.
Apart of me is gone, and that is whack,
But no matter what I do Ill never get it back;
I feel so broken inside,
Because when you left I fell down and died.
I'm lost and I know it,
But no one gives a shit;
Id give my life to have you back,
But it wont happen and thats a fact.
Loosing you hurt so bad,
Cause I was your girl and not some fad;
Where did it all go wrong?
Or were you pretending all along?
Sometimes I wish I didn't love you,
But maybe I was meant to;
Every memory of you makes me cry,
Cause you're no longer by my side.
Why did you push me away?
And leave me in the cold like a stray?
You say it wasn't me,
But thats something I refuse to believe.
I wish we could've talked,
But instead I'm stuck on a shameful walk;
Please tell me you were really mine,
Or if I was just wasting your time.
I wish you knew what I was going through,
But I don't think you'd care, even if you knew;
I try to hate you,
But its something I cant do.
Loosing you was the worst,
And my hearts about to burst;
I wish I could disappear,
And never shed another tear.
