Slowly Forgetting

I'm trying to escape you,
And I really don't want to;
You were the love of my life,
So how could you bring me such strife?

I hope you're alright,
Cause I worry about you day and night;
I hope she makes you happy,
Even though the thought of it is crappy.

I wish you could understand,
That Ill never love another man;
Loosing you killed me inside,
Cause when you left everything died.

Why do you act like you don't care,
Or have you forgotten everything we've shared?
Did you feel any pain?
Or am I just going insane?

Why did I fall for you?
When everyone told me not to;
Everything has come to an end,
But maybe it was all pretend.

Every thought of you makes me cry,
And kills me a little more inside;
Why wont the pain go away?
And stop following me day after day?

Why did you go?
When you promised you'd never let me go?
Why does it have to be this way?
When you said Id always be your baby?

Someday Ill get over you,
Even though I don't want to;
So this is the end,
-----Kimberly Aguilar