My own Words

Everything has been so different since

you came along.

I sit and let the hours pass as if it

would go by so fast.

And then I'd be able to see your

face.

And hold you close,

So close that I'd feel your heart beat

against mine.

Thinking of you makes me tremble

and my heart begin to race.

I could have never imagined that I'd

ever feel so strongly about one

person.

I never imagined that our relationship

would ever grow,

From being friends online to always

wanting you by my side.

Longing to hear your voice.

Longing to feel your touch.

Having so many thoughts of what

we are and what we could be.

Hoping that one day you would feel

the way I feel.

Praying that I wouldn't do anything

to make you change your mind.

Telling myself that no matter what

we would always be friends.

But to tell you the truth I want to be

so much more than just your friend.

And thats why one day I hope

you're able to hear these things,

These emotions that I keep bottled up.

These feelings that I keep hid from

the world,

So they think that I'm just fine.

When the truth is,

Loving someone only makes them

hurt worse if they cant be beside the

one that makes them love!

By: Sharmeta Spencer