What I Say

I hate you,
That's what I always say.
I want to kill you,
Is what I never want to say but I say it anyway.
I can't stand you,
Is what I lie and say.

I love you,
Is what I'll never say.
I need you,
Is what I want to say.
I can't be without you,
Is what I need to say.

What I say,
And what I want to say,
Will never be the same.
I'm afraid of you,
And you afraid of me too.